Depressed
I'm worried, I'm scared and I don't know why
I lie in bed and suddenly feel the urge to cry
This has affected my whole mentality
Sometimes I feel like I'm not even living in reality
Everything I do I feel I will fail
At times I wish someone would take my life
So I can die and go straight to hell
I'm bored out my mind with nothing to do
I want to dig a deep hole that I could just fall through
I can't concentrate, I have feelings of isolation
I don't want to do anything, I have no type of motivation
I neglect everyone including my family and friends
This state of depression feels like it never ends
I'm hopeless, I'm powerless
And my self-esteem is buried in the floor
Will someone please help me because I can't take this any more.
A Poem By: Cherry